Nameless Servant

A nameless servant, is all I want to be

A beam of light, reflecting thee

That when they all expectantly gaze upon me

Only thy radiance shall they see

I see titles and banners, mighty halls of fame

Milestones of achievements, crowds chanting their names

I hear many a servant, staking their success claims

But I've learned better, than to join that indulgent game

I make secret sacrifices and obscure offerings of only that which is pleasing to you

Satisfy my weary soul with hidden pleasures anew

Daily I, panting run to be made new

In your uncomely likeness, clout to eschew

Oh that our hearts would once more return to a place of seeking your approval only!

Not above the approval of man, but instead of the approval of man!

May I never fan the flame of arrogance for a fan

May I never tarnish my ears with the whispers of pride

Singing songs of my vain boastings

And may the sting of entrenched self glory never spread toxins throughout my life

May I

Only

See

You.

Let the arteries on my heartstrings give you standing ovations when I reflect on your greatness

May the flattery of folks who feel fantastic fail to feature in my focus

May the thunderous applause of man be as imperceptible to my natural ears as the sound of my success when compared to yours - NOTHING

Still my ego

Silence my fear of failing expectations

Empty me of me fill me with you

May they

Only

See

You.

May the praises of man never suffice in this pilgrim land where nothing but you can satisfy

May we, your people return to the shadows so that your light can beam forth ever brighter

May the world see you in us

May we decrease and you increase

May the passion and fervor for meekness be released

I yearn to be lowly rather than be made low

A nameless servant of the only one anyone needs to know.